Got this song...

This song in my soul, that I keep singing to myself but I want to let it out. I want to sing it to the world. Now, I ain't much about no singing...but it just be all welled up inside of me and itching to just bust right out my mouth. I even want to just right it down on here, so I can hear it in my mind's ear while writing, but I am afraid someone will read it and not know the beat, and it will come out-into the air all wrong. So I am just holding it, waiting for the right moment to just give it up to everyone...anyone willing to listen for just a moment.

I mean this song, this song I keep singing...well, one might say it was parallel to my life. I mean I got so many dreams-big dreams and little dreams, real dreams and well, unrealistic dreams but dreams all the same. Like my song, they all welled up inside of me, waiting to just come out. Waiting for me to take the right steps so maybe one of them can become true. Patient, but losing it. I know I aint the only one ever feel like this here...cant be. Everyone that has ever made anything outta their life had to feel this way. I mean, there had to come a time when all that they were trying to be, be it actor, singer, rapper, lawyer...whatever, a time when simply being that which you felt you were destined to be, well, that was you could think about and everything you do in life is connected to the destination. Individual success...but not about wealth or fame, but just about doing that which is in your spirit...that which was laid inside you upon creation.

Until you are afforded the opportunity to release that song, that song within your spirit that carries with it your true destiny...then, well, you just existing. I am fixing to sing, sooner than later. I mean I have to, I can't hold it in no more. Help me Lord, to release all the talent you have placed inside my person. Allow that which you would have me do to serve you, come at this time. I want to be ready...I want to sing. Spoken soul...yeah, that is what it should be called. Spoken Soul...