Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Life's Writing Blocks...

Life has gotten in the way of my blogs...my notes to self and all others who would dare peer in. So much has happened in the nearly four months since I exposed my thoughts here for eternal perusal. I look at the current state of America, where every thought you have ever had, every person you have ever associated with in the past becomes a definitive reflection of who you are today. It can be argued one way or another-but yesterday is simply that to me. People change, friends fade away, maturity happens. It is life...yet, somewhere between the print ads and the weather we have lost our humanity and forgotten the sins of self, and place unrealistic judgments upon men and women we at one moment revere...celebrities, athletes, politicians...all human beings.

I don't know, I did not come to my computer to condemn society for holding the few to some upright moral code. No, I just ask that we apply it more evenly...most importantly that we apply it to ourselves as we would the next person persecuted on TV. How easy it is to judge, but how uncomfortable it is to look deeply at oneself. Over the last few months, last year or so really, I have performed some self-analysis. No true conclusions yet. Guess the study is not over, but I have learned alot about myself. It is a journey though, and I have yet to truly determine the destination. I tell myself I want to be a better man-in all aspects of the term- "better man." You can take that how you want, define it for yourself. Some may say you must be bad to want to be better, some will see it as striving to be the best, some will even justify it as needing only slight improvements in certain areas...it is open to interpretation. I am still interpreting "better man" myself. However, I have some of the principles down, and I am working towards them.

Better man-better world. Change. Right. One person, regardless of who they are, cannot change the world; can they? That is the talk in America right now...change the world. Change politics, change America, change the perception of over a billion people. Better world. That is what is on the tip of every one's tongue. I believe it though. Crazy as it may seem, I believe change is coming...we are in its midst. I am a part of it-and so are you if you are just reading this. Our communication is different. our opinions are different and most of all our concept of humanity is different. Better world.

But you may ask who is in the we...well, it is a movement going on. It is not just about Obama-though his campaign illustrates the movement. It is tied to the need to see beyond the parameters of race drawn long ago. Beyond skill set, gender, religious affiliation and sexual orientation. Just see beyond it. You do not have to agree, but that is okay. You can criticize, but respect others rights to not agree. Dispel the usage of terms hate, bigot, racists...they divide. They may even have relevance, but once applied what is solved. We must move beyond that which we do not know nor understand about one another and move towards reconciliation and forgiveness.

People talk about the environment, and how the world is dying. Well, we, people, humanity is dying. The earth is our reflection and she will go as we go...and as we go, from ignorance, hatred and war she too suffers...in the end, there will be no history for there may be no present. The past truly does not matter if we are determined to die today. A movement beyond yesterday...that is what we need.

a movement beyond yesterday
as if tomorrow bound to be better
broken from the bonds of the past
no changing that which has been done

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